Things we don’t understand, we are often hateful towards.

Education opens those ports which also makes your life more happy.

Everything a person feels is relevant.

Laughing or making fun of something makes you stupid.

And a person who understands but laughs with the rest of the fools to not be laughed at also … is also a stupid person.

*Checks my bank account on the Internet service* Yay i got payed!

So yes, the fools are those who laughs at difference. Because they are not educated better.

So who really deserves to be laughed at. But if you have the right education you don’t turn it around to give back. Their idiocity is the best payback.

Personally I don’t get satisfaction from payback. What the grown up always told me through growing up “Best payback is to live well & feel well”. So true!

People who really wants to make it known that they are doing well, as a payback. Are still being controlled by them.

That is not moving on, that isn’t having let go. And not feeling well. And, um deserves a laugh.

*Have had a workout, a facemask, and will pour myself a bath right about now*

Well, then there are things that are laughable ofc. If you come at me asking what is… that’s just moronic. I don’t take time to deal with chuuu.

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I can’t believe how little time it has taken me to loose weight. One week and I fit into some old clothes. Oh yes, I’m keeping this up lol. Yet I consume at least 3 Cappuccino’s daily which is like a bowl of ice-cream in calories per cup of Cappu. And I’ve had a bowl of ice-cream, hehe. =)
But my portions: Breakfast, lunch and dinner are smaller. Usually.
Well I still have more to loose but, yay.

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A secret, that isn’t really a secret lol. Pero no one knows: I become so happy when someone is kind to me that I ALMOST cry happy tears lol. & as I have written in my diary before, everything has it’s reasons. Mine is, not that I wanna write any sob storys or want pitty but I feel I need to write why: My whole life has been ruff and I have never been treated right by anyone, not even as a child. In fact, the older I become the better I get treated. Sounds odd, I know. But si si =), That is how it is.

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Talking to Pamela on MSN, she is having a good morgning as well =).

I haven’t spoken nor seen anything from Michael for a while. AM being a tiny little worried. Should try call him later today.

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I am HAPPY!

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“A person who don’t speak truths about others can’t speak the truth about them selfs either.”

Some really likes to lie about people. Why? Even about people who concideres them friends & I suppose are concidered friends by the that person as well. Came to think about this because of a conversation I had with a person I haven’t spoken to in a long time, infact since school. And the name of a common friend came up who had spread lies. It’s just sad, when a friend behave them selfs that way.

Actually I thought of her as a good friend, she had always been until she met my ex & told him that I had dated more guys then I’ve told him & when I asked her why she did that she sayd he had the right to know. Like wtf? My relationship isn’t her problem and she wasn’t acting a friend. Just odd how a friend can do that to you. It must be they want attention them selfs.

I know I’ve written about something similar but this is another case.

This girl has now become pregnant apperently & she isn’t with the father. She has been using drugs for a long time and lives at a secret location because she has made some enemies. I believe that was the story.

Well, I’m just glad I no longer have any contact with people of that kind. The fake kind.

It’s like this…

“When you open your heart, open your eyes too.”

And people who want to blind you want to fool you.
Those who don’t want your best is not worth your time.

It’s odd cause as long as you’re not aware people will fool the hell out of you. Use you for their own gains.

Yes, there are more bad people then good in the world. And if you don’t agree you are in denial. Denial might satisfy you because it makes your life easier. But don’t try to convince other people otherwise. I Have met many naive people lately. Example I have to litterary tie the dogs leash to gate of the doggy yard so that no one will let their dog in. Cause even if they see it is busy they just walk right in and let their dog loose. That is narrow minded, if they believe all dogs are kind. I can’t believe they don’t care more about their dog then that.